One Routine at a Time

End of October 2025 to Mid-November 2025

I am coming to terms with the fact that Writers Block is happening because I am too full. So much has happened, and is happening, that someone like me, gets stuck, i.e. with Writers Block. I have so many ideas about the next book but the ideas have not led to words on paper. But today something happened, and maybe someone out there can relate, I got help connecting the Writers Block to my way of thinking. I realized that I have been putting pressure on myself. I want this story to come out of me, I want all of my relationships with others to be rooted in love, understanding & support that goes BOTH ways. So I decided a couple weeks ago to lead with positivity. This means from the moment I open my eyes I think about blessings and the positive thinking that is going forward towards my goals. I got to crawl out of this Writers Block moment by unblocking myself from the things God has given me that make me move, physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. For me this means and looks different depending on the day. And today, this evening as I sit at my daughter’s dance class, I think of my mood, my disposition, these last few days. It has been low not sad just not close to jumping for joy. I can’t put my foot on it, really. I am faithful and know that God has me and mine. And I wake up, every day, leading with positivity but I find myself in a state of melancholy. Has anyone ever felt like nothing is wrong but it's far from wonderful too? I keep hearing this voice inside of me, saying DO SOMETHING. But what is my first step out of this melancholy mood? Or how do I embrace this moment in time so I can learn something about me & this low vibration? And maybe I have the answer: START ONE GOOD ROUTINE AT A TIME. I feel like routines for self will lead to the kind of self-love that is monumental for me and mine. So ONE (1) thing at a time, Hope…that is the answer, I think. So often I come up with this list of things I should start to do. But the list has gotten long and overwhelming, feeling like I can't do anything. But after too many weeks of feeling like this, I'm just going to stick with ONE new thing for 2 weeks, then I will add something else to the routine. Thoughts?