April 30, 2024 @ 1:37pm
Sitting in “My Spot,” as my husband calls it, thinking about dreaming and having peace. I have started this journey as a FULL TIME writer and it is such a dream being realized. I go to bed knowing that there is no place to check into in the morning. No one to micromanage me while not truly supporting me the way I need to be supported. I get up and start my day, MY way, on MY schedule, MY time. I am MY own manager now and I never have to micromanage myself. I realize now that my dream is about being at peace with myself. That is a new concept for me, and I know I am not the only one. I am FINALLY walking in MY purpose and there is this sense that, “Everything will be BETTER than OK!” At first, I couldn’t figure out where this sense was coming from. I thought that I should be worried about the future and I should judge how I am moving in this new space. But at the first Book Fair, and then at second one, I felt this sense of belonging that feels so good. And I am a “newbie” on the scene who is beyond excited to be at the book fairs, festivals, podcasts, etc. It has been revealed to me that my Faith is something bigger than me, bigger than me at book fairs or wherever. I have Faith that this book writing thing is going to lead to dreams coming true as well as new dreams being dreamt and realized.
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